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I have really been trying to write this chapter but its not coming out right. I have to get my mind in the right place and then i will be able to write :P I think if i just write some other stuff my brain will start to cooperate and i can start writing chapters again >.< Ill try again tomorrow night and see how it goes!
~Taylor

School

So im starting up School again Tuesday :P Im kind of excited to see my friends and stuff but thats it really :3 Anyway, i will try and get a chapter out before then but its really busy with school shopping and all of that. I havnt even written the chapter yet soooo >.< I will be back soon though <3
~Taylor

Chapter 1.4- Iv got a friend in you...

I ran as far away as I possibly could from that dreadful scene. I no longer felt like me. I felt like a former person of myself. My heart was broken into thousands of millions of tiny pieces and the only one who could put them back together again was him. I fell to the ground and sobbed. I sobbed so hard, harder than I knew I could. 

I felt a hand on my shoulder but I didn’t move I just curled up into a ball and rocked helplessly back and forth. I felt myself being lifted but I still did nothing, not even caring what happened to me now because life without him, I realize now, is no life at all. 

It wasn't long before everything blacked out.

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I awoke in a daze with a headache and crustiness in my eyes. I tried helplessly to wipe it away when I remembered what had happened the night before and sank back into bed in depression. Wait…BED!? I don’t own a bed! I shot up fear wining out over sadness and looked around. Everything was..yellow and white. I frowned and tried to think through the haze. What kind of person would have a yellow and white house? That would have to be a…BERRY.

As if on cue, in walked a yellow berry. He smiled at me and sat in the chair beside the bed.

“How are you feeling?” he asked me but I just stared at him. 

He raised his eyebrows questioningly.

I finally got up the courage to answer him “Not to good,  I have a pounding headache and I just woke up in a strange man’s house…” My voice sounded tired and raspy, maybe even defeated. 

He chuckled and answered “Well me and my Fiancé Silhouette are just here on vacation and we found you on the side of the road sobbing and we decided to pull over and help. I’m Candlelight by the way.”

I raised an eyebrow “Thanks but...uhhh this isn’t the best place to go on vacation if you’re a berry.”

His eyes darkened and he said “oh yea….we figured that out.”
I looked around awkwardly and asked "So, wheres Silhouette?". He replied "Shes out shopping for some food" i nodded

I stood up slowly and stretched yawning. 

“Hey what time is it?” I asked. He looked at his watch

“Its about quarter to five” he said

“WHAT!? Oh god, I missed work. Im going to lose my job” I closed my eyes as the tears threatened to spill over again. Candlelight patted my back and said “How about me you and Silhouette go out for dinner tonight?” I smiled and said “Ok…but um, its ok if you don’t wanna be seen with me.” I pointed to my ill-fitting clothing “Im not in the best money situation right now”

He shook his head “That doesn’t bother us. We're already looked down upon by all of Bridgeport so whats the worst that could happen?”

It turns out Silhouette could not go because she had scheduled a doctors appointment….something about having the stomach flu i think it was. She was generous enough to give me a pair of her clothes since she said she had enough. I thanked her with a big hug “Thank you, so much!” She gave me a big smile “Don’t mention it”

So at 6:00 Candlelight and I went out to dinner at the only diner in town that allowed berries.

“So, what’s your story?” He asked me 

I shook my head and said “Who said I have to tell? I’m not that open to strangers you know” 

He thought for a minute and said “Would you tell me if we were friend?”

I thought about it for a bit and answered “Possibly”

“Well, you and silhouette seemed to hit it of, pretend like your talking to her!” I rolled my eyes and laughed

“You really wanna now don’t you?”

He nodded and sat back expecting me to cave, and I did. I told him my whole tale, about my family,  me living in the forest and finally about my break up with Eric. When I was done he looked at me sympathetically and gave me a pat on the shoulder. “Well Silhouette and I will be here in Bridgeport for about a week so if you need anything, you can call us. Consider us your...family” He smiled and gave me a hug goodnight. It felt good to have friends, something that I never had growing up.

ERICS POV

I had been standing behind the tree the whole time and I saw all of it. How could she forget me this quickly! Maybe she’s been seeing this son of a berry the whole time we were together!
I balled up my fists in anger and  looked back over at them just in time to see them hugging, that’s when something snapped inside of me.

 I stalked over to Jazmine and the dirt bag that dared be seen in public. This was it, I was going to get my revenge and I was going to get it tonight.


UGHHHHHH. My game would not download Silhouette. It was so frustrating! I really wanted her with Candlelight but i guess my game didn't :$ Anywayyyy Candlelight And silhouette are from the amazing rainbowacy/musicacy Until My Color Fades by NightlockFallen :) 
The link to it is HERE
The link for Candlelight is HERE
And the link for Silhouette is HERE
~Taylor

:D

Today's my birthday so i wont have a chapter out like i thought :P Sorry!

Heee

So im leaving tomorrow :D I didn't have time to get out a chappy but ill have one out soon after i get back since its already written <3
~Taylor

Chapter 3- Letting it get to far

I knew this was wrong but to me…it felt so right. I lay down on the cool grass and watched the stars twinkle above me. It wouldn’t be long now and I would be back in my happy place. The only place I felt truly safe from all of the horrors of my life.

I waited for about twenty more minutes and walked to the abandoned mine that I knew all to well. I looked around and saw a silhouette coming towards me.

I smiled happily and ran into his arms.
‘I missed you so much!’ I mumbled into his shoulder
He hugged me tightly and said 'I missed you too, it was torture to have to pretend to even remotely like Jun!' I smiled at that comment. Jun was his fiance. They have been going out since they were teenagers per there parents request.
I felt kind of bad you know. I was tearing him away from his real life. He didn't need to be living in this fairy tale with me. It wasn't healthy for either of us.

 

He released me and pulled out some purple flowers in elegant wrapping. I gasped as he offered them to me.‘I know they are your favorite color ’ He he said quietly and smiled slightly. That's one thing i love about him, hes so sweet and shy. He deserves someone so much better than me.

‘Thank you, it really means a lot to me’
He looked at me with a gleam in his eyes and said ‘they remind me of the day we met’
I smiled remembering.
When I was younger I was never allowed to leave my room as I had explained before, but there is a part of the story I left out.
(attractive face isnt it xD)On this particular night I had gotten very bored of sitting in my room and I could tell my parents were asleep because the screaming had (Finally) stopped.  This was my first night of sneaking out but I was so…driven to do it.


I decided I would go to the beach and try to get my mind off things but when I arrived there was a  party going on. I stuck to the sidelines and tried to sneak over to the far unoccupied side but my eyes were entranced by the scene. It didn't look very fun because most people just mingled but how was i supposed to know if that was proper etiquette? I had never seen a party before.

Suddenly i bumped into someone 'Ow!' I yelped and i heard the other person swear softly.
'Im so sorry!' I said my face turning beet red

'No its ok!' Said the boy with fiery red hair. He looked around and bent down picking something up off the ground
' Here, maybe this makes up for about trampling you' he said playfully as he handed me a single purple flower.
'Thanks..thats my favorite color' i smiled at him warmly and then replied 'But it wasn't your fault, it was mine. I was just....iv never seen a party before in real life so it was a bit overwhelming." i looked down shyly as i admitted this to a total stranger.

He looked at me wide eyed and asked 'Really? Why?'
I pointed to my hair ' Did you not even realize this!? Im half berry. Every one hates me.'
He smiled at me and said 'Those things matter to everyone else but to me..well i think its stupid. A book should not be judged by its cover! To prove to you that there are people who don't hate you i proclaim myself your new best friend! Oh and by the way my name is Eric'
I softened a bit and smiled at him 'Thanks Eric..That means a lot to me'

He patted my shoulder and asked 'So what brings you here?'
'I was just coming to the beach to clear my head I guess’ I told him hesitantly
He nodded ‘I know what that’s like. Are your parents controlling to?’
‘Just the opposite’ I murmured. I looked over his shoulder and I saw a girl approach and he followed my gaze rolling his eyes when he saw her.

Meet me, same place, and same time ok?’ I nodded and the girl walked up to him and basically draped herself on him giving me a dirty look in the process.‘Come on sweetie it’s time to dance!’ he smiled and nodded.

     We ended up meeting frequently but his parents soon found out and they banned there son from seeing me since I was an affair child and you know, a half berry. I guess I could never escape that reputation huh?

I was snapped out of my flashback when I heard Eric calling my name
‘Are you ok? Jazmine..jazmine?’
I looked at him and said
‘Just remembering’ he smiled and led me to the little hill by the mine where we sat wrapped up together till sunrise. I was content but i still had that lurking feeling of wrong. When i told him i had to go he pulled me into a long kiss and as he came up for air he said
'I love you' I stiffened. He had never said this before. I wasn't good for him! This was all so so wrong! Oh god why did i let it get this far!?He felt the change and looked at me seriously. 'Jazmine, was it to soon? We have been seeing each other for years now, I thought you felt the same way...?

I hesitated before responding ‘I cant do this. YOU cant do this. We knew this was wrong. Im so sorry i let it get this far.' I turned around and walked away stiffly with tears pouring down my face. Saying that to him, it felt like i was tearing out my heart and ripping it into a million tiny pieces, so small i would never ever be able to put them back together again.

'WAIT!' He screamed after me, i hated the sound of desperation in his voice. 'Jazmine, please i love you so much! Dont do this to me..just please dont leave me.' He grabbed my shoulder and ,even though it hurt me, i shrugged it off and kept walking.'We just arnt meant to be Eric.' I whispered sadly and i finally felt the last fragment of my heart fall.

Phew! That took me a while, but i worked really hard on it ^-^ I hope you liked it :)


EDIT: Ugh! Blogger is going wonky and is whiting out some of the words :PI thjink i fixed it all but it might still show up for you. If it does please tell me so i can attempt to do something. If the fonts appear to be different sizes i tried to fix that problem but its just not working. Sorry for the 
inconvenience
~Taylor

soon

So ill go back in game to take pictures tomorrow! Just as a warning i will be leaving for a week again starting the 31st ( i leave a lot near the end of summer lol)

~Taylor

To who ever this may concern

Hey guys! The reason for the lack of posts is because I'm on vacation! I will be home in about four days and I will begin making chapters again :) -Taylor

Chapter 2- I will help her

 I started on the long walk home but I had so many emotions going through my mind it was hard to concentrate! Should I go back for my baby sister? Was it the right thing to do or would I have to deal with the wrath of the police if I took her….Everything was just so confusing right now I just didn't know what to do!

 I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't even notice that I was on a rode I did not recognize at all. I looked around nervously and knew I was far from home. I sighed and thought

This is punishment isn’t it? Is this for not saving my sister?

I had to find somewhere to camp because I was not getting to my forest anytime soon! 

I  looked to my right and saw a large clearing surrounded on two sides by blue sparkling lakes leading off from some waterfalls. The wind whistled through the tops of the few trees and the green grass swayed softly. I smiled and knew I might be staying here for quite a long time.

 I crossed the large lot to the lake near the back that faced the city of Bridgeport. I sighed happily at the sight and laid down my sleeping bag near the edge of the hill leading to the lake. It looked like a good place to fish so I pulled out the fishing pole that I had to steal from some single man that lived in a huge house in the good part of town. He could buy a thousand of these if he wanted to.

  

Catching dinner for tonight should be a chinch! I could see many fish jumping out of the water all around. This truly was a great place. I made a decision that this was going to be where I would live and where my children would live fir the next 10 generations.

 In this serene environment I could think more clearly. I thought about my sister and how she was practically living outside. I thought about how my father had been so close to hitting my mother and I knew. She could not live in an environment like that or she would be messed up pretty bad. I didn’t have a dime to my name so it might take a while but I am determined to give her a better childhood than I had.

 I put my fishing pole away and headed into town. Ever since I was a kid I had always wanted to be a doctor but my parents said I would never be good enough so I gave up that dream long ago. Now I was determined to show them otherwise! I didn't have a college diploma but I set my mind on getting that intern job and working from the library computers to graduate.

I  ended up getting the job and I was quite happy about it! The lady did look disapprovingly at my clothes and hair. The clothes she could fix but the hair… She gave me a list of good online colleges to!

She gasped when she read my last name. “You’re a Mallory?”

“Why yes I’m my mother’s affair child!” That shut her right up

I knew I had to study hard, really hard, so I went to the public library.

 I signed up for the college that fit my needs the best and started on my first assignment. I stayed up all night with all of the books I could find when the librarian finally kicked me out. It was hard but I needed to help her! It was my main goal in life.

The next day I went in for my first day of work in the clothes the old lady had given me. I was ready for this! I was going to succeed and show my parents that I am not a failure.




Ok so the plot really starts to move in the next chapter :D Really excited about this!

Chapter 1- Just walk away

I kept walking through the forest and I knew this had to change. I have been wondering around in the forest for five years in the same clothes I ran away in. Time has definitely taken its toll on them and they we falling apart. My shirt was dull and caked in mud and extremely too small with it barley covering above my belly button.

My pants, amazingly, still fit but they were covered in patches that I had hastily sew on with *ahem* items I had borrowed from houses along the roads. 

Yes I steal but I have to! It’s the only way I have survived this long. I guess you’re thinking ‘Why doesn’t she take some clothes then geez!’ but trust me; I only steal when I have to. Sometimes I can’t find any berries in the small forest where I dwell. I don’t take so much so that I am noticed.  I drink from the lake and I usually sneak into town to use the facilities at the gym. Now there is a reason I’m living in the forest.

My mother and father were very rich people. My father was a CEO and my mother; well she’s really just along for the money. I truly doubt she cares the least bit for him. I was there first child but when I was born they knew my mother had an affair. My hair was purple and red, the color of a berry’s hair! That’s when the happy demeanor started to crack. That happy family everyone used to see on the outside was now tumbling down and everyone could see it. In this world, it was quite a disgrace to be a berry much less has an affair with one! My mother and father refused to believe I was there’s and left me to grow up alone and locked in my room for my whole life only escaping so I could be homeschooled. In the end I got my GED and ran. I was only 16 then and the only things I had were the clothes on my back and my sleeping bag.

I ran up to their house to see if I could sneak in and get some clothes but my wicked mother was always home so I couldn’t ever get in. Then I saw something that broke my heart. I saw my little sister Jessica sitting with her face towards the wall with the only toy she had.

“Honey what are you doing out here?” I asked her my heart heavy with sadness. They treated her no different than me. I guessed she was an accident because my mother hates children.

“Momma say I am ugwy an I don’t desewve to be inside.” Her eyes watered and she hugged tightly onto her doll. Well she was exceptionally smart but that was going to be put to waste.

I patted her head and said “I’ll be back to sneak you into your room in a minute, stay here” She nodded and started sucking her thumb.

I stealthily snuck up to the window to see if anyone was inside. My parents were fighting…again. I rolled my eyes and snuck up closer putting my ear to the window.

“I TOLD YOU SHE WAS A MISTAKE! I DID NOT WANT ANOTHER CHILD!” My mother screamed at my father throwing her hands up in the air in frustration.

“YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE CAREFULL YOU DIMWIT!” he raised his hand as if to slap her when I heard a small voice.

“Momma Dada fight?” she asked innocently with tears running down her face.

He lowered his hand and said to my mother

“You’re lucky this time.” My mother gave him one last look and he stalked out of the room.

  

I rubbed my neck and closed my eyes to prevent myself from crying. It was my life copied onto her. If I would have stayed I could have protected her from those monsters.  Now instead of being locked in her room she was locked outside like a dog and she still loved them.

That’s when I turned my back and I walked. I walked far away from all of the problems, from all of the heartache just like I did five years ago. I’m 21 and I still can’t face up to my fears.

So im back, and with an all new legacy too!

Hey guys, my last Legacy The Simeyson Legacy sadly failed and in the middle of it i had to stop it forced to computer crap :( Anyway im hoping this Legacy will not be a bust and i will finish it! :D


The person that actually got me to do this was NightlockFallen :) Her Rainbowacy is just plain incredible so i think that you definitely need to check it out! 
Until My Color Fades (NightlockFallen)


Well thats it C: